Wouldn't it be easier if I was a guy? I'd rather be a guy, for now that is. It's tiring that I have to be mindful of everything I do and say everyday for fear of agitating that specific someone. Something like I lost my freedom? I'm finding it hard to talk or even look at some people, because I just dislike the way they behave, not that it's not good or anything, but it can be annoying at times. I don't know how I myself work and think at times too. Not like anyone can understand it either.

SHINee's comeback today. Went crazy over it through twitter just now already. Suju's goodbye stage :( teuk was damn sweet. omg, i love him. I love everybody in suju :D I saw eunhae today! ^^ Their goodbye stage came too fast. :( Guess it's time for SHINee~ More Onew and Taemin pleaseeeeeeee.