I can give you a hundred reason why I love 4E4 if you ask me :D I hate separation. 4E4 is like.... a second family to me :D Everyone in there resembles someone from my family! Gives me even more reason why I love them! I just told Royson that he gives me a brotherly feel! hehe :D I'm glad I didn't try to appeal to another class, E4 is too awesome! Everyone there is irreplaceable~ Making the teachers upset together, playing pepsi-cola and catching after school when we're supposed to be studying, acting totally childish in front of everyone together, doing homework outside the classroom and treating the corridor as our own bed, gossiping and joking with J, J, M, K, S, W, R, F, J, K(Liew), X and N like aunties (and uncles...), screaming in class like a mad person, pokemon drawing competition, complaining during Geog lessons, greeting people who are walking past the class, I WANT MORE OF THESE MEMORIES. BTW, HI SHARON, I WON'T THROW AWAY DULL'S CONCERT TICKET, I PROMISE. CALL ME WHEN DULL COMES AGAIN OK :D E4 may not be the most bonded class, not the best class academically, may not have put in effort to win the Class of the Year award, but we enjoyed ourselves, doing things we want, and i lovez it :D In my heart, E4 is the best, I DONT CARE~ yay :D JETAIME, NIWEN LET'S SING LIKE MAD AGAIN OKAY. I PROMISE I'LL LEARN HOW TO DANCE TO SUPER GIRL, ESPECIALLY HENRY'S SOLO :D No matter how much the guys don't want to help, they'll help in the end right? Okay, maybe we forced them to help, but them helping out in the end is all that matter right! Can no longer be Sharon's spokesperson, no longer take things from haeffner's table when I sit at Sheena's seat, no longer turn my head to complain to Joshua and KelvinL, no longer kick Jetaime's chair, no longer hit Yuanxuan because he keep saying I cannot be detected in his radar, no longer make teachers speechless, no longer do so many things that the list will go on and on~ I guess... I'll really miss all of you :( Entering 4E4, I learn how to socialize with everybody, not just one group of friends, I learn how to be more open towards everyone, accepting criticisms and all; thank you very much for giving me such a great experience and meaningful yet important life lesson :D If not for you all, I doubt my secondary school life would be as exciting and I doubt I would be what I am today (good or bad)! In any case, I LOVE YOU ALL~
In your life, people come and go. Sometimes no matter how much you want to hold on to that person, you know it's time to let them go. I guess it's okay that they leave you, as long as they leave without hatred. If i can't have them, then I have to let go and let them be happy! Well, I guess that's why I can be happier now, because I learn how to let go. There's people I missed, well to be honest, my E5 girls. But I gotta move on with life and accept the fact that time have passed and things have changed.
As what Weili tells me, I can't have the best of both worlds! I can totally relate it to so many things right now! My minds feels like it's at ease right now~ Doing things that may hurt certain people, but I'd rather be honest with whom I think is more important in my life, making a greater impact in my life. There's this feeling I can't put into words, oh well ):
Alright, sour sally, here I come~ ^^
Goodnight people!