Life's been pretty alright. Has been pressurizing no doubt, but it was fun while great things lasted. Went back to Zhonghua, caught up with people I've missed. Missed some people, thought of many things.

Have been having thoughts of giving up Physics; I don't listen to lectures, and I catch no shitz about anything I read. Plainly, I have no interest in it. At. All. I'll just hang in there for the sake of Mrs Ngiam and Ms Ng. If I fail, I'll drop it, for sure.

I'm really grateful for the geog textbook now, really useful. Way more useful than the Internet. You know how good grades are pressurizing me? Like I have to constantly keep up with it, or worse, do better. I hate it when my pride eats me up. Suck it up bitch.

I'm getting used to getting called "bitch" by YK and "dawg" by my cuzzoo. Love them to bits.

I have an ugly feeling right in my chest, but I can't pinpoint it out. What's wrong? I have no idea too. Oh yeah, got to go on a strict diet. Water. Water. Water. No rice, no chocolate, 20 side step lunges and 60 sit ups. Sigh, I can do it, yeah I can.

Whatever it is, I hope this disgusting feeling can just... disappear.

Bye toodles.